May 25th - It’s been 150 days without you!

It’s been five months without you mom... No more phone calls, no more pouring out my frustrations or celebrating good moments, getting advice, cracking up jokes, laughing, telling stories, and no more anticipating the moment of arrival to give you that big hug... I wonder if things would’ve been different if I never left, or if they had allowed you to come and see me. It’s all too late now, isn't it?… Forgive me for not being there, mom. I've been lost without you. There's no one to really talk to anymore, and I miss you deeply!
Eu amo você, mãe!
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I LOVE YOU MOM!!!

It’s nearly impossible not being able to hear you anymore… I miss you so deeply, the loneliness is profound, and the pain is unbearable… But I’ll go on because that’s the way you taught me to be… I love you mom! But it hurts... It hurts like a b... Eu te amo mãe... I'll do everything in my power, so my heart will go on...

“When we are no longer able to change a situation - we are challenged to change ourselves.”
Viktor Frankl

"E assim, quando mais tarde me procure. Quem sabe a morte, angústia de quem vive. Quem sabe a solidão, fim de quem ama. Eu possa me dizer do amor que tive, que não seja imortal, posto que é chama... Mas que seja infinito enquanto dure."
Vinicius de Moraes

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